I wish I knew what you were really mad about. I’ve been explaining myself tryna justify what i thought you were mad about. Shit I explained everything. And if you can’t accept any of it then oh well. Shows how much you really been down for me. Cus after all your bs, I really have put in a lot of effort to stay. Not saying you haven’t, but in comparison? I try not to nag, but there’s only so much I can take. It’s crazy how I am now fuckin psycho because I’ve been wanting our home to be happy and your stubborn ass don’t wanna talk shit out with me to make it work or even meet me halfway on shit. Now I’m just like whatever. If you talk to me one day, then cool. But idk if we will ever be how it was. But at the end of it all. The ambitious, busy from 8am to 8pm D’ere is still the man of my dreams and the man I wanna be with. Cus that was the D’ere in my dream last night.